We are not those girls. We weren't those girls before, and we won't be them now.
Last night was hoppers birthday at Charlotte's house, It was good to see my friends. I didn't sleep, Got in a cab around 8am and was asleep by 10. I slept backwards. And now I'm kind of backwards. I don't know if it wasn't sleeping, or if i just clicked in a week to late but i get it. Nothing else to say. I am a big girl. And i feel okay this time.