Nine. 9. You don't have to call anymore.

We are not those girls. We weren't those girls before, and we won't be them now.
Last night was hoppers birthday at Charlotte's house, It was good to see my friends. I didn't sleep, Got in a cab around 8am and was asleep by 10. I slept backwards. And now I'm kind of backwards. I don't know if it wasn't sleeping, or if i just clicked in a week to late but i get it. Nothing else to say. I am a big girl. And i feel okay this time.