I don't really know who i was trying to be before, but it wasn't real. Everything has come tumbling down on me and i couldn't be more excited for a fresh start. Tonight kathleen, ayla and i hung out and talked about how weird we all are. And my girlfriends and i are so fucking weird. I don't know why people even talk to us.
I have the best week planned though, tomorrow i am going out with ayla and jacey, and Wednesday Kathleen and i get to see Cole before he goes on tour, and Thursday ayla is going to play open mic so were going to go watch, and Friday is Friday so i will maybe go watch yaaw, its there last show and i like them. Then Kathleen and i will go to the drum probably, and on Saturday i feel that i have plans, but i don't know. Bottom line is i have a social life again, and i love my life.
