DON'T WAKE ME UP.

I just wrote so much down and realized that i don't make any sense, Friday and Saturday kathleen and i got belligerent and last night decided it was a good idea mushrooms on no sleep. The first part of the night i was so so happy. hahaha, I figured out the meaning to life more then once, fell in love with pastel colors, and decided i was the most unreal human. We were sitting at kathleen's table, and we decided we were too high and should just try to sleep, I went to bed and was laying in bed staring at a very proper photograph of kathleens family. As i stared at it her whole family started to get longer, and i tryed to stop looking so i would stop tripping out but i couldn't. It consumed me, Anyway, As i kept staring at everyone in the picture their faces started to getting darker and angrier, i thought i couldn't move my body, after what felt like hours i got up and ran to kathleen's room in the basement. As i booked it too her room everything turned in to clay, I couldn't get my hallucinations under control, Everything was scary, I thought i wasn't breathing, my body and mind weren't on the same page and my whole world burst open. The most unreal thing of my life, Kathleen and i were so fucked that we thought i was going to die. I have NEVER tripped that hard. I don't want to try acid anymore. It was a hour of everything around me getting big and turning in to clay. Im sure your reading this thinking i am the most crazy girl you can form opinions based on my life choices but i have no regrets and everyday is beautiful. My mind is so completely different.