Fuck your bitch, Sleep in your girlfriends bed. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Go to hell.

Sometimes bad things happen to people who don't deserve them, and alot of things that have happen to me, i feel that i have deserved. Sometimes people don't find out about the bad things that were happening until its much to late to save their dignity, and they end up just looking stupid for assuming the best out of someone who constantly gives their worst. This is the situation i am in right now. November.. Really? COME ON. Now given the circumstances of my current life and mind state this information wasn't heart breaking, it didn't cut deep. More of a "really.. god that's a awful thing to do to another human, and god I'm stupid for not knowing this was happening.." So right now, i am angry at myself, and not you. (or you) This entry is pretty obvious given the title and all, anyone can put this together and I'm perfectly fine with that. I was an idiot, and now i am free and happy and i will never allow myself to be taken for granted at such an extreme again. On a completely different topic... but still similar, i hate matters of the heart. When you are emotionally confused/in love/ heart broken everything in your life seems less important (At least for me it does) and since for the last 3 years i have been one if not all of these things at once i haven't done fucking anything. When something is on my mind that involves serious feeling i shut down, i can't function, i just sleep, and think. The last two months without any serious feelings positive or negative have been the best. I was so fucked up. Now i just like getting fucked up. Everything in moderation. Drinking. Working. Sleeping. Feeling. Thinking. Drugs. Emotion. All of these things only Benefit me, when done in moderation. Some things that ever benefit me (Even in small doses) include: Stupid people. That slut that you call your girlfriend. And you. You suck, i don't hate you and the meanest thing i have to say.. Just You suck.. If you just read all of that then i will finish this by tell you this is the most personal thing i have put in my blog for a while, don't twist my words. This is the straight up truth from yours truley. Finally, a face you can trust. :)