its april 29th, but i am hiding this blog so no one reads it...

I spent my whole life building walls so high. I spent all my time saying "Oh i will never let myself feel the way you did" Oh i will never let myself die the way i watched him kill you. Now i am in the middle of ruins. And for what? Rebuild. Stronger. higher. walls. I would rather die alone then fall in love again. Everyone keeps saying "Oh but what good is life without love! Oh but that is what your heart is for!" My heart is there to keep my blood clean, my heart is there to pump life in to me. Not to feel anything for another human being. Cold blooded, Sore eyes, Broken down and more beaten then anyone knows. You weren't the problem, The problem was there before i even saw your soul.