this year took ten years to tell me that im alone again.

I woke up sick as a dog today. Sick as a dog hahaha. Anyway.. uh. The weather sucks today, i suck today, my body is failing again but what else is new. Lately i have been thinking alot about people. Not anyone in particular, Just people. Everyone you meet is in your life until you don't need them anymore, they come, they change you, or listen to you, or party with you, and then one day when you don't need them anymore and they are gone. Does that make sense? I just slept for 15 hours, and im going to sleep more now. Im sick, grumpy, anti social and in the most negative unproductive mood.
fuck.
my.
life.