My perma-bad mood seems to be subsiding. My dreams are becoming increasingly weird. Tomorrow is atmosphere, im stoked! Uggh i can smell my own perfume and it is making me feel sick.. its 9am.. i will add to this blog later today..when i am fully awake.
Update..
I AM FULLY AWAKE AND FULLY HAPPY. I don't know why i was soo angry, well i do.. But im over it. Im love affairing with with lucero, my job, MY FRIENDS ARE THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE, Wednesday nights, Friday nights, Our lives the constant party, We are always having so much fun! Today i could afford to buy Belmont's not Canadians, What a treat! I decided this morning when i woke up to just take everything in, let it hurt, and now im happy again. Im figuring this out. Weeeird still how much everything has changed, i think i burnt bridges with some people, and to be honest, i just don`t give a fuck anymore.. I have turned in to the most touchy drunk, hahaha. I just want to kiss everyone on the face that i love! Platonic! I am just overwhelmed with love right now hahahaha, I just smoked a huge joint with my baabbbeee. Wooooo...
