Hey guys, I start school tomorrow. Okay, As most/some of you know, i moved out when i was 16, so of course i didn't finish high school. I mean really, whats a girl to do! So i was going to write my GED, but decided it was too hard. Then i was going to go to Chinook collage for the month on July and do it that way, but decided i need to work and I'm not giving up my summer, ever. So tomorrow, i start corespondents with teachers and books and shit. I'm doing it this time, no more fucking around, and since i don't smoke as much weed anymore, i think i will have the brain power to do it. Plus my friends will help me, because god knows i need it. I'm really hoping i don't fuck this up, and i just do it. It sucks not having your high school, im so close, but so far away..
Really important things to do before june:
SCHOOL.
Apply for my passport so i can get the fuck out of here for a while.
Maybe get my learners? Because by the time i am 21, i will probably want to drive.
Live each day by day and not freak out about the future so much.
I can do this right? I can do this right? Oh someone please tell me i am smart enough to know i need this more then i need to be drunk and high. Im really nervous right now.. But im listening to polar bear club so its iiight... I just need to get it in to my head that some things are more important then social events, sleeping and broken hearts. Like school for example. Kathleen and i move in 2 months, get stoked.. bbqs, summer parties, Me and kathleen being in the same place 90% of the time compaired to us being in the same place 60% of the time. Our closet is going to be unreal.. oh my god haha. Im so excited to live with my best friend.
