I always wake up with injuries, I failed at riding my bike last night. Official summer kick off, drinking at the river, on my bike, out late. Wonderful. I wish i wasn't so fucking tired..all the time. I want to color my hair dark again, but i know i will regret it a week after i do it so i won't. I feel stupid right now, i don't know. Saturdays are always so boring.
I just can't get over all this change. Well i can, I'm in to it, but still--you know? You think you understand something/someone and then with in a week you don't even speak to them or acknowledge the fact that they do still exist. Not that this is happening right now, all this change has already come and gone and things are calm again, but i still don't fully understand it, or anything really.. Its just one big tripp. I wish it was later so i could go meet Matt..
Im feeling alittle off centered, Kinda fake and very sleepy. Im nice to alot of people that i really don't like. I think im going to stop doing that.
