All the meanings to my dreams are always so similar, blahblahblah. I keep dreaming about snow and coldness and ice and the most random people making guest appearances. I just got home from work, i have been up since 6, and Anakin and i are getting in some much needed cuddling. Poor little guy, He is use to me being home with him all day and now i am out of the house before he is even fully awake. Im going to be so sad to give him away, But Kyle and Charlotte will give him a good home, i know they will. So thankful. Looking forward to tomorrow, money and booooozing in the park, Nothing gets better then my life on a day to day basis. My skin is melting off of my bones, but im okay with it. I feel good right now, I almost always feel good after work, My life is so much more in order then it ever has been -- I have nothing to complain about. unreal. I am constantly complaining, and i have nothing to bitch about.. wut. No luck on the hunt for meaning, will keep updated.
On a side note today my best friend that i have ever had graduated from high school, Let me take this minute to gush over how much i love my best friend and how proud i am of her for pushing through everything and being more grown up then all the people older then her. I know it is over said, but were a package deal till the day we die. Im so happy that Kathleen Pearce is the sunshine of my life. Love you.
Petshop boys, I feel good about you. I should have been alive in the 80s, or the the 60s, or just not now. Fuck, LA, in the 80s. TIME OF MY LIFE. And one more thing, I feel that my soul has been sucked of all that poisonous thought consuming hate that i had previously pumping threw my blood stream.. It is getting better everyday, Im never going to let another take that from me, Probably, No promises, But i probably won't be that stupid ever again....probably.
