i don't want to be as bad as him.

I don't know what i want, But i do know what i DON'T want. So thats better then nothing i guess. My life consists of the same bullshit it always has, i just get so stressed for no real reason. Everything comes full circle. Everything ment to be, will be. Even if sometimes i wish that was untrue. You don't make your own destiny imo. I feel like im finally starting to get back to normal you know? Normal as in the way i was supossed to be. These mood swings need to stop. I need to be more level headed. Today on my walk home through princes island, i ran in to an old friend, well were not really friends.. She is this homeless woman who i use to give free coffee too. Anyway, When she is on crack she is the scariest woman in calgary, but when shes not she is a really nice person to talk too, and you can tell shes just lonley, So she walked with me because really she doesn't have anywhere to be, if she wasn't walking with me she would have just been harassing people for dimes and nickles. At the end of our conversation, she started getting weird, so i made a escape plan, She smirked and said "Your such a sagittarius, you are." And then lurked in to the bushs. I didn't tell her my sign, but I AM A SAGITTARIUS. Crack heads aren't all bad. Most of them are... but she is just alone and no one gives her the time of day, I feel sad for her still an hour later. Haunting.