I was afraid to be alone, Now im scared thats how i'd like to be..

Unbelievably hot outside for the lack of sunshine, I don't feel like doing anything today, so i have locked myself up in my room, window wide and eyes tired. I don't understand, Because i just slept for 20 hours, but feel like i haven't closed my eyes in days. I wish it was Friday, but its Tuesday, I get money on Friday. Everyday is such a fight just to open your eyes for everyone i know. I don't know how i feel about this, I think its just part of being young, Fighting the good fight you know? I woke up one morning in this winter that just passed, and felt the weight of everything i had spent so much time ignoring. Feels good to be figured out.. Mostly.

Don't undermine my new resolution, Just to find different light a new direction. Move on, move on, Now the records skipping. I won't forget, i won't forget the way you said, Move on, move on, There's no point in waiting.