Live together Die alone.

I come to new realizations daily, I spend so much time alone and say "Oh i just like to think, i love sleeping alone, I don't want to do anything other then what i want to do." But I'm starting to think i just don't want anyone close enough to cut me. I once heard to build happiness alone, in yourself, is the strongest thing any man or woman can do, To be truly content without needed anything from another soul is one way to achieve nirvana. So i try, and i try, and i don't fail, but i wouldn't say i succeed. Sometimes the more time i spend in solitude, the more i understand and other times i just get crazier. Today i was awake by 6am, and at work an hour later. And i loved it, I love the morning. I love my bike, I love Bloc party, I love not showering, I love sleeping, I love reading, I love babes. I don't know why i get so bummed and unhappy sometimes, I have everything i need right now, But not everything i want. Maybe that's the problem, Always wanting what you can't have, and always wanting those things you know you don't need. Even though it isn't in my life right now, Love is the only thing worth living for. I stand by it. Family, Friends, Significant others, wherever you find it -- love is keeping me afloat. Face down in a puddle of my own words..