Youtube is my favorite thing, I just watched so many to catch a predator videos, and i shouldn't find this funny BUT ahahahahahahahha. oh my god, What pervy mother fuckers. The reactions are just, priceless, like what do you think is going to happen? hahahahaa gross.
I didn't sleep under my covers last night, My skin was burning and i was too tired to even try to pull myself under the blankets. The seconds before i fell asleep i thought i wasn't breathing -- i remember that, It felt weird. The side effects of my medication, just fuck me before bed, Something about last night reminded me of Arizona, The smell of the air maybe. It all came back so quickly, things i couldn't remember for the life of me. The glass doors of my bedroom, The lizards crawling up the back wall, The emptiness of the first room. Memory is such a strange thing, Like the other night when i bike rode over a hole and almost fell, All i could remember was last summer. The way i use to cry, The bruises on my legs, All the things i said i would never do and then did. Friendly smiles from the woman at the desk "Take two of these and i promise you will forget." That time you did coke, But screamed at me for finishing a bottle of jack behind that stupid venue in the north east. I didn't think i was going to wake up this morning, but sure enough i opened my eyes to the same dark clouds and weird smelling apartment.
I wish i wasn't too poor to feed myself, i have no food in my apartment, NOT EVEN NOODLES. It fucking sucks being young and poor man.
