I feel sick right now, I don't know. I feel weird, The mix of not sleeping and blues music puts me somewhere else i guess. I like being somewhere else.. Does that make sense? Sometimes while I'm not in public with my friends, I'm not even really there. I just don't care about anything these days. I don't know what is going on inside..
I just watched a documentary on psychedelic drug use in the 1950s-1960s, Which blew my mind because before it was made illegal people would do LSD and go to work, and they gave it to children as young as 9 years old, imagine a nine year old.. on acid. Timothy Leary described it best by saying parts of your brain that don't normally talk to each other might end up talking, I'm going to do acid.. i changed my mind again, just not for a few years, In moderation you kno? Anyway.. Last night was good up until we went to the bar, Sometimes i hate the bar so much, I couldn't sleep until 5, I was awake by 8 watching interviews with Ram Dass and the previously mentioned Timothy Leary.
I went around the way for you did all the things you asked me to, I thought it was the perfect day 'til you just opened up to say "It doesn't mean a thing to me, It doesn't mean a thing to me and it's about time you see, Things ain't like they used to be"
