You know me better then that new love.

My heart was beating so quickly, i could hear it in my ears. Along with your voice, your voiceeee your voice, fuck, your laugh, Your smile, Your eyes, Your purely evil soul. Favorite part about you, Son of Satan. I'm thinking one of these days soon, I'm going to wake up and not want to drink until i can't speak..still waiting... restrain. Photos have the power to put engines in my stomach. I was -- inspired. By everything really, The flowers in my hair to the words on your tongue. The way he touched my collarbone the last night i couldn't bare to be alone--Deflated every ounce of good left in me. I thought-- Still can hear it, "When did you get so fucking heartless" Pay for my sins, sin some more, its fun. Your fun. Lets have fun. Come over, I have been drinking. I use to live for love and sunshine, Now i live for distraction. Wish you wouldn't have made yourself so vulerable, wish i gave a fuck.