Everything that started the spiral in to not being the same person.

Why are you still feeding me booze?
Last night we partied with our friends, of course, i was up until 8, awake again at 930, Sleeping just seems -- less important sometimes. I really don't like the drugs you do. I don't like being poor. I don't like running out of money. I don't like not caring. I don't like it no i do not i do not i do not. Equal minded people. Im really just too tired or drunk or unhappy to get off the fucking grass. Why is my hair this fucking white? Short shorts. islands. .... Or something. don't listen to me.

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