Something is not right with me.

Every time i go there, I wonder when i can leave. Its simple, Complex, And everything in between that i forgot how to say. You have to ask for help when you need it, Right. You said "you can lead an animal to the water, but you can't make it drink. Just like you, I tell you how your acting, but can't make you grow the fuck up." Everyone is having so much fun and i am just along for the ride. That's a lie -- I am constantly having fun. I'm just -- fuck it, Never mind. I don't know how to explain anything lately, I can barley formulate sentences. Yesterday, I saw you if you were about a foot shorter. I squealed, And giggled, And i hope i see the real you soon because you maintain eye contact and laugh at my stupid jokes.
xo.