"Im not him, That's why you fucking bitch."

I was positive i had out run you, But your smile was on the inside of my eyelids and i decided i was just wasting my time. And everything that use to feel really good -- still feels really good. Your not acting like a slut, because your young. You are however acting out of control, but i will except responsibility for your new found inner wild child. Anyway, Last night after a few shots of whiskey, a bowl to myself and a pack of cigarettes i rode my bike threw downtown, 4am, okkervil river, so at peace with myself again... Mostly. And tonight, I will repeat. My body hates me so much, and im telling you all of this because i -- Well im not really sure.