Kathleen and i just went to see Inglorious Bastards, Another 10/10 movie by QT.
Real Life > Teenage girl brain.
Do you get that?
Do you understand how hard it is to think about things that really matter when you have the mind of a 19 year old girl? Its ridiculous, absolutely retarded. I feel stupid for admitting that, I know i sound like an idiot.
Everything you do/say/are, That's what i think about sometimes. I think about your hands, that smile right before you laugh. I think about the bruises on my legs, and where they may have come from. When i got hit by a car and couldn't move, When we got followed back from airdrie by that scary dude tailing us flashing his lights. I think about that time i got wasted, told you i hated you, watched the sun come up by myself and i cried, hah. I think getting stabbed probably feels similar to finding out things you don't want to know, because i lose my breathe, get light headed and feel complete betrayal. And i think about the first time i thought i was in love, and how i didn't understand how i had gotten so crazy. I think about how if i die in my sleep tonight, I won't get to say al the things im waiting for the right moment to say. And then i think that there never is a right moment, and im just thinking like a 19 year old girl again. So many people probably don't know the extent of my appreciation.. I think about everything i gave up, and why at the time/now i felt it necessary. And i don't know how i feel then. Pretty tired and alone i guess.
