Today while on the lurk out, i saw a man with A HOLE IN HIS THROAT. FROM SMOKING. DISGUSTING. I need to quit, Its offical, it has got to be done. I just freaked out for like 20 minutes for no reason hahahahaha. I haven't smoked weed in 2 days. heellluuu look at me go! Kim! Jesus! ahahaha, Im still freaking out, i am just writting down everything i think. FOR NO REASON. ahhhhhhh. WHY AM I IN PANIC MOD RIGHT NOW?
1. I have had a crush on you since i was 15.. but its not a real crush. Unactive crush. ..but i would.
2. Who the fuck are you? Honestly, Everytime i even think of you all i do is laugh, you are UN FUCKING REAL.
3. Yo i love you, i seriously just love you so much. 10/10. favorite human.
4. I wish you would hang out with me more you asshole.
5. You disgust me, thats rude, but seriously, i hate you. But you think i love you? Awwkwardd.
6. Lets get real here, YOU BROKE MY HEART. I can't act like that didn't happen, i am not a strong enough person.
7. I am going to kiss you on the mouth one day, life goal, kiss you on the mouth. hahaha what am i talking about..
8. Im so happy were as close as we are, you are a stand up girl 100%
9. Im so nervous for the next time i see you and have to explain my actions. Maybe you just don't care.. because i don't really care.. you know, lets just be friends and pretend that didn't happen.. okay.. uhh.
