Im having a moment of weakness. Im having a moment of undoubtable, painful, gut wrenching weakness. This is my most unwelcome feeling, I don't know how to deal with feeling like i was'nt/am not good enough. I have gotten increasingly better at understanding people and their motives, increasingly better at understand myself and my own motives that i maybe didn't want to own up to before. I don't know, i just can't stomach this. I can't stomach emotion. Im using things i have learnt to my advantage, but im not strong enough to forget.
Ya feel me?
