If you are bored of reading about my sleeping patterns then don't read the first half of this, sleep is all i think about.. Last night i got one hour of sleep. ONE FUCKING HOUR. This is unacceptable, I use to never rest, i would stay awake for 2-3 days at a time and then crash really hard, then i fixed it AND NOW ITS BACK. God damn it. I just want to get my tattoo, my leg and my lip, then im done.. for now.
One: You know all my secrets, every awful thing i have ever done, you know. Im okay with that, Thanks for keeping me alittle more level headed. Two: Whenever i freak out your the first person i think to call, you are an amazing person 10/10 i love you. Three: We kind of have a weird relationship i think, i don't know if it really is weird or if i just think it is, we have been through some weird shit together, and i love you more then you know. Don't leave me alone, I need you. Four: Traitor. I know it common for people to pick their girlfriends over their female friends, which didn't bug me, but when you told me you knew when i didn't... you can fuck yourself. Five: I have never met a boy who is so nice to me wihout wanting something from me, All you seem to want is to talk to me, You are great, But so far away... Six: Things have changed, but i don't hate you guys for it, im convineced it is quit the opposite, you three boys still blow my mind. Seven: Yaaa whatever happen there, isn't happening again.. Eight: You are the highlight of my fridays when you come over hahaa, we always have fun, good friends for sure. Nine: Im strong enough to not hate you, but i wish you wouldn't have done that girl, breaks my heart :( Ten: I don't really think about you anymore, sometimes, but then i think about all the awful things you put me through, and i don't think i have ever wanted to hate someone more. I don't obviously, But to say the least, i am not your biggest fan.
Oh on a completely unrelated dorky embarissing note, i finished twilight last night, and i will start reading the second book tonight... i am hooked.
