I need something to make me constantly happy...like weed.. orrr bike rides 24/7

I woke up so sick today, so so sick. Im so unhappy right now. This weekend sucked, Honestly, now that its sunday and i think about what i did this weekend, not so good. Im sick of everything. Im sick of myself. You know those days? I hate myself today kinda day. Nothing is exciting. Listen to the lengths by the black keys, or nobody but you. I am in to it. His voice is just.. wow.. seeexxxxyyyy. Anyway, i am going to go for bike ride and a beer with brian now, exellelant.