I went to find jobs today, I rode all the way downtown and got sick, extremely sick. My flesh is whiter then normal (Who even knew that was possible) Maybe i was overdressed, its warmer then i thought. I feel like i am going to crumble up right now. I think i am playing a few games that i shouldn't be playing...if you feel what im saayyyeeennn.
Im feeling tired and emotionally unavailable, And i hate being like this. I really truly just don't want to be sooo -- reckless anymore? I don't know, Im not good at formulating sentences in the mind state that i have been in for last week or so. Not complaining, Im really happy, I am not acting 100% like myself. Or i am.. which is scarier then anything.. I have alot of stuff that APPARENTLY is still an issue that i should probably try to figure out before i burden another human being with my constant bullshit and mood changes.. Sounds like im making excuses, but i just need to be.
(1) I don't know, Its that simple? (2) Im so glad you are in my life. (3) I wish you were still in my life. (4) Constant crush. (5) Constant source of all my stupidity and insanity.
Likes: Home, Weed, The same people i see everyday, My bike.
Dislikes: I feel like im going to pass out, Couples, People who express their affaction in public/on the internet.
I Changed.
Aanndd sometimes, it fucking succckkssss.
